（南中华文学会＜阿文有约＞发言摘要） ·黑岩

【为什么要写？写些什么？】


（南中华文学会＜阿文有约＞发言摘要）            ·黑岩

.......各位同学给我的问题，似　广泛了一些。但我还是在短的时间内（发

言时间四十分钟），摘要地与同学们分享我的文学时光。

为什么要写？令人想及人类的思维与一般动物有别；换句话说，人类的思

维有较高的层次，所以人类有万物之灵之称，他们的思想能分析，因此有

必要纪录其思维活动，以便被此沟通，在没有文学纪载的时代，我们的祖

先早已知道以象形文字，画在石壁上，写在竹刻中。其实在人类没有文字

沟通以前，他们早已知道以这种意象，发展对天文地理，文学艺术，思想

学术的交流。

当然在文字的发展过程中，思想的传达，影响所及范围　大。我们想想，

人类若是没有文字的纪实和传真，整个世界唯有陷入囗传知识，囗传知识

有时是没有凭　，容易产生负面的效果，那就是一传二，二传三，遂渐把

一件简单事件传为一桩复杂的课题。你们听过＜小蝇苍变成大象＞的故事

吗？还有一则有关动物发生逃亡， 不经过实际调查， 盲目产生逃亡故事

吗？这故事不只发生在童话世界，也发生在现实生活中。另当别论的文字

记载，也不一定是真实，也有产生误解， 误导的现象， 那是别有居心丑

曲，恶意煽动，巅覆的目的，这是＜为什么要写，写些什么＞的另类企图。

文字是人类书写的传统工具，也是彼此传达思想，讯息的交流，只是发展

至今，在科技知识爆炸的时代，我们早已由书本，报刊发展到国际网络的

传达，只要我们手指一按，就能寻找我们所欲知的图片与文字，其中包括

天文地理，文学艺术，当今世界新闻．．．．．。所以在科技发展至今，

一切知识再也不被封闭，垅断。这是我们当今生活与思想的大突破，但也

有造成负面另页，因为在网际网络也有不好的东西，例如一些色情图片与

文字的描写。所以有人说，色狼几时来你的房间也不能设防，对这些负面

的课题，只要求大家能自我约束，自身保重。．．．．．



写些什么？其实什么都能写， 凭着各位的感受， 由你身边熟习的提材开

始。就像现在各位坐在一整排位置上。看看你的左右，前後的同学开始，

你们看起来是个人坐在这里听讲座会，其实你们之间，是为着一个学会举

办的活动而来，现在你们在听讲，你们的视线都同一在方向，注视台上的

活动；在整个礼堂内，其实你们是习习相关，正如大家共趁一条船，生死

共存。好，你就从你周围细心观察，一定会发现许多有趣的提材，这就间

接答覆写些什么？也就直接给我一个答案，那就是什么都能写。

但我这里补充所谓什么都能写，并不是所谓有闻必录那种的狼谷虎咽，而

是要细细咀嚼。 这其间包括提材上的蒙太奇（剪接）， 意识流的创作手

法。在提升对方面的创作水准，就不能不加以进补了。那就是勤读名家作

品，包括文学与非文学创作资料，也概括中外的现代与古典作品，包括文

学作品，史科，哲学， 美学各类书藉；同时也不忘对资讯信息， 时事动

态，经济波动，什至行政管理，个人激励问题。

各位同学，请勿惊慌，我例出这么多的课题，并不是要你在一天或短期内

消化掉，而是要你在不同时期内，毫不歇息进补再进补，否则你的创作天

空将陷入在局限范围内，产生思想困顿，眼光短局，提材只限於个人身边

的芝麻小事，唠唠叨叨，令人不耐。

这里，有个问题，不能不谈：如何探悉你不熟习的提材，反而来说，在什

么都能写的大提前下，是否能写你四周环境以外的世界，我想是可以的。不过你要做的却是：细心研究有关引起的事项。所谓细心研究，包括寻找报章资料及有

关书藉，出席讲座，与名家或学者交流。在诗巫，常有名家或学者到访讲

座，一般上通常都是免费入场，这是一个良机，也许在交流上会得到不少

你在书本上找不到的知识。同时亦要关切你不熟习的提材，也别抱着消的

态度。除此之外把自己熟习提材，加以提升，再提升，这也是一种读书的

方法。不要把写作范围只停顿在某一框子上，在累积一定经验之後，一定

设法突破，写出另类作品， 就不会把自己困於自身的绑脚石。 文友的交

流，彼此勉励也是重要，在同学们写作中，我深信学校的华文学会会扮着

重要角色。

也许我谈及太多涉及理论的问题，现在分发给各位手上是一篇短篇小说：

《桃花一事》， 让我依＜为什么要写？ 写些什么？＞着为补充发言的材

料。

．．．．大家都读过这篇小说，对其文字内容想是有一定的概念吧。让我

再次把其内容分析如下：



小说的人物：我（作者），秋雨（诗人，渔人），常玉（诗人爱人）

小说时空、地点：现代（诗人与我友谊）。过去（六十年代反殖斗争，诗

人与爱人的厄运）。未来（不敢论定，是秋雨手执桃花，浮尸农村）

小说以写实的手法，描绘与诗人的友谊，彼此都是深受垂钓，与＜诗＞毫

无瓜葛，他出席诗人的＜秋雨诗集《他看桃花去了》推展酒会，纯碎是一

种＜因为他是我的好友。因为他性情豪放热忱，广结天下好友＞。同时作

者也趁此自嘲，＜即无卖弄诗文，也不得意商场＞，以显示作者与渔人友

谊关系只建在垂钓上。

《他看桃花去了》这本诗集的推展，是小说的伏笔。

＜看桃花，在那秋高气爽的季节，是最过瘾＞是小说伏笔的伸延。得到的

结局，因为看桃花，是阿玉最爱，但？

（Ａ）谁知过了不久，她的乳癌复发，去了．．．．．

（Ｂ）这是我去国一月回来後，在家人替我留下旧报章读到的讣闻。

（Ｃ）偶而也在街坊遇见秋雨，他仍然活着如常，依旧谈笑风生，但

我看出他心中的悲痛．．．．．。

从（Ａ）至（Ｂ）是作者以文学後设手法，光写结局後才遂渐分析。

（Ｃ）则是一如反常的结局，当然背後包含折翼的悲痛，则是让读者

深思。

小说第二段开始，以意识流手法括出＜六十年代，反殖高潮在这土地蕴酿

着＞。这是时代的交流，在读者脑海中出现电影蒙太奇的画面，重叠在群

众高举反大马计划旗帜，群众与警察冲突，大逮捕镇暴到处横行的画面。

这里，作者以＜横行＞两子，钩出了有趣的字眼。横即＜横蛮＞之意，也

可说是与群众直行队伍有强烈的对抗，也可解释在暴行中的一种骚乱。



但，这些都不是主要，小说只交代那时代气氛（背景），接下写着那封寄

给阿玉的情书（诗）的经过，三言两笔，把秋雨与常玉的爱情写得淋谳尽

至。当然，那是一首理想主义的呕歌，与现代生活中：＜他背弃了昔日战

友，他结婚，他生孩子，好似这世界与他无关．．．．他赚钱，他饮酒作

乐，当然他也到台湾风流快活过．．．．．。＞



但＜他心中对常玉的真挚，却一成不变＞。这是活的现实，所以诗人由理

想主义者转变成为现实主义的渔人个性，尽管如此，渔人中的世界内容，

依然包括理想主义呕歌的爱情。否则他不会到神州去看＜桃花＞；其实＜

桃花＞根本是死去阿玉的梦幻身影。（拉让江，在她眼眸中，不正是桃花

盛开，秋高气爽的时刻，在遥远的迷蒙对岸，确是一株株盛开桃花树，婉

紫嫣红，点尽落叶中．．．．．＞。（读完後， 你别问拉让江那里 有桃

花？桃花只是作者借小说主角的幻梦）。

小说的结局（THE CONCLUSION）：我（作者）注视一花边新闻标题：＜农

民发展一手持桃花浮尸，於某山谷＞。後．．．再於传直机上读之：

＜今日最後班机ＭＨＸＸＸ抵巫，请接机．．．．．＞

是否搞乱了你的思维，但＜别忘了，带你的鱼杆。秋雨＞。算是确认

（COMFIRMATION）。

《桃花一事》作者通过几种不同手法，其中包括现实主义与现代主义的结

合，再渗与後设与蒙太奇，意识流的配合。在科技知识日益发达的今天，

写作再也不能坐井观天的局限，希　通过导读《桃花一事》这篇小说，对

大家＜为什么要写，写些什么＞课题，有所帮助。（６．６．９８）

塞上曲 王昌龄 [690-756]

塞上曲                          王昌龄 [690-756]


蝉鸣空桑林、八月萧关道。

出塞入塞寒、处处黄芦草。

从来幽并客、皆共尘沙老。

莫学游侠儿、矜夸紫骝好。

[注释….]

空桑林: 桑林因秋来落叶, 显得空旷稀疏.

萧关: 地名

幽并: 幽州和并州

共: 作[向]

游侠儿: 指都市少年

矜: 自鸣不凡、紫骝: 紫红色骏马



仿古新诗自创；

[塞上曲]



桑林鸣

知了在枯秃

萧关八月 秋高气爽

出入塞外

严寒 晒黄了卢草

来自关外英魂

皆与尘土黄沙相伴

岁月到老

不知游侠年少

自鸣不凡把骏马夸



成语: 汗流浃背

[出处]

“勃又谢不知, 汗出沾背, 愧不能对”[ 史记, 陈丞相世家]

“操出, 顾左有, 汗流浃背, 自后不

塞上曲 王昌龄 [690-756]


蝉鸣空桑林、八月萧关道。

出塞入塞寒、处处黄芦草。

从来幽并客、皆共尘沙老。

莫学游侠儿、矜夸紫骝好。

[注释….]

空桑林: 桑林因秋来落叶, 显得空旷稀疏.

萧关: 地名

幽并: 幽州和并州

共: 作[向]

游侠儿: 指都市少年

矜: 自鸣不凡、紫骝: 紫红色骏马



仿古新诗自创；

[塞上曲]



桑林鸣

知了在枯秃

萧关八月 秋高气爽

出入塞外

严寒 晒黄了卢草

来自关外英魂

皆与尘土黄沙相伴

岁月到老

不知游侠年少

自鸣不凡把骏马夸



成语: 汗流浃背

[出处]

“勃又谢不知, 汗出沾背, 愧不能对”[ 史记, 陈丞相世家]

“操出, 顾左有, 汗流浃背, 自后不敢伏朝请”[ 后汉书. 皇后纪下. 献帝伏皇后].

塞上曲          王昌龄[690-756]



蝉鸣空桑林、八月萧关道。
出塞入塞寒、处处黄芦草。

从来幽并客、

【山麓有个切囗】 桑木

【山麓有个切囗】                                                                                  桑木

传说

风在林梢设宴

款待这一道阳光最後

野蕨己枯

鲫鱼也失去踪影

是农药

吞云吐雾

河流改道有关．．．



自从电锯声响嘘寒问暖之後

引来一阵山村震撼

哽咽中

古木横七竖八

矮树丛林，攀登绿藤

早已陪葬於销声匿迹



一棵本是小生命

从大树顶端翩然落地

或是风雨与共

从土壤 放眼世界

伫立大地千年

无悔无怨

怎知念过梭梭经文之後

驱干各异

图个不祥

（砍伐後的仪式）

一场火化洗劫



山麓留下切囗

每当夜黑风高

萤火闪闪

沉浮不定的咒言

聚散无从

催人 难入梦

把窗关好

惊悸午时已过

六 月 五 日

今晨是否

炼个艳阳天

试图在这疗阔热带雨林

飞越过



23.15.95凌晨三时放过重抄

22.2.96二度重抄



（深夜读了哈佛大学一篇报告：在马来西亚一片 25英亩热带雨林，竟拥

有750种不同植物；而在自己日记扉真注着：别忘了6月5日，正是世界环境日，

人类的囗号是：为世界环境而团结一致。）

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Barren cold months

Barren cold months


You look pale, is not because of tired of climbing the sky, watching the ground constantly wandering lonely in the life experience does not phase

With the stars.

Shelley <"Moon? (A)

Gradually turn the lights on the stage, a group of innocent and pure girl, dancing under the melody. Audience

Dance clear mission as innocent audience fell silent screen, it is the school's grand finale evening entertainment, but also

Is the highlight of the . Although the songs sung by Lau Ka Cheong pop vocal cords, but the dancing was by the school

School students to the layout, though not exciting to the show, but in this rural area of secondary general cultural level of performance, but also

Association of the elders of the highlights of the audience sigh.



That night, Ah, like other parents are also sitting on the head of the school hall full of appreciation of her stage performances. She

Extended to make the head, could see the tears out the eyes of God, I do not know hi is. Stage of glad, as if the girls

Replica of her times, knit once again re-presented.



When she, like fancy peacock, marching in the morning dew was dry, facing the sun, expand the color solemnly dancing,

Dance to the proud place, covered with strong flick, each collar are random chatter, but as the head, but it is Silver Lake section of emotion

Section of the gaze, the look that impressive, talk to their hearts in the smoothie, the eighth green Dai Love

Years old ....



As Shelley wrote that Psalm: Music, when soft voices die that is still rippling gently in the memory

Lane. Fragrant, sweet violets when it fades, and still left in the intoxicating feeling inside. ... ...



To warm applause from the audience raised, she woke Muran, back to reality, the original actor bowed to the audience Xie

Screen, the program has been played out.



Back home, already late at night. Tutu has long been weary daughter, immersed in sleep. It also does not wipe her net

One's face, still so childish, but also gently bedroom Sheng balderdash came home, that her heart was still long

Lake, but also evoke ripples.



The darker the night, the more Zhanzhuan not sleep past rewind, turn back the clock.



(B)

Ah month, you remember? Wong Kee Wah, he came to town elementary school teacher. 』One day, at lunch time

Moment, Silver Lake brought to Afghanistan on the name on the minds of the Arab, on the Huang Jihua down no particular impression, because

More than a thousand school students at that time, who's memory is so good, to remember everyone's face and name.



A month, shaking his head, said they did not remember her husband, the person referred to Silver Lake, and Silver Lake are endless, said: 『

Promise, he is our class prefect, homework has always been amazing and is very prominent in the school activities of each school

Ultimately, he ... .... 』



At this point, seem to recall A month before, Huang Jihua, one thin and high, containing glasses, be born white. A little bit of God

After looking over, but the evening entertainment in a school, think he was still on stage, among the audience prior to the next

Long strong volume, read Gorky's famous poem, "Swallow" is it not him?



Wong Kee Wah to the coastal town of schools to teach, A month has not seen him, but other folks in the conversation, so that

Huang Jihua the impression she felt from the vague and uncertain. 『Short, since Huang Jihua to school, after school in his

Long under the leadership of the school administration handled in an orderly, student achievement is also progress every day ... .... 』



『Night, he also automatically tuition for students in the school ... .... 』

『Afternoon, Huang also led the students to the campus without leaving weeds in addition to a ... .... 』



A month, imports in Silver Lake, in a small town on the way to go to sea imports, movie definitely heard the rumors, as if Huang Jihua's

Image, more and more, and he has, however, uncommon in the rural areas caused a stir. To the one day, A month

Yan Jiasheng store alone to buy daily necessities, while the front is a stranger case of Yan Jiasheng speculative conversation.



Seventh sense told her yellow eyes remember China is a man. Served in the sale of home appliances introduces A moment on the way, said: 『

Huang Jihua, new teacher in our school ... .... 』

A monthly look, Huang Jihua although the strong enthusiasm on the little hand holding Ah, that bright vision, may hide

A touch of depression.



But he warmly on A month said: 『I am the Silver Lake students ... .... 』

A month seems Huang Jihua already familiar, from family conversations Sheng and Silver Lake.



(C)

Night, A misty sleep in months, it seems that the house lights on coal, like Silver Lake back toward her in the coal

Oil lamp, wearing shorts, but also the upper body back, is so familiar, is stay up late to read.



This is not a common phenomenon, because on leaving school, and married to Silver Lake Ah, never saw him in the night reading the book

Scenario, are there? Only shop in town to see the newspaper gossip Bale.



When Ah get up close to Silver Lake on an early night next to him tomorrow to get up early to Coconut, coconut transported to the small

Town, Silver Lake players that hold A month plump body, kissed her pro-Novo, A month eyebrows look, the table is

Yellow Pages free run two or three thick books.



『Is Huang Jihua lent me, a lot of his books, he said, in order to meet the new fighting career. Not allow real

He is not ... .... Silver Lake 』said suddenly changed the subject, on A month said:『 How do you think the person Huang Jihua

Like ... .... 』



『Met him early one, nothing, uh ... .... 』A warm month over at Silver Lake's bosom, suddenly remembered the morning

Ka Shing Huang Jihua store saw the scene, there is not hard to understand the sense of family Sheng eyes, do not own more than

Heart, a bit absently A month should be the immediate Silver Lake, and Silver Lake that greedy mouth, through the month long kiss to the Arab League

But gas, revel in the dark night.



A month early, had been cooked rice, enthusiastically waiting for her husband, and Silver Lake also hold pillow Sleeping, January eyes see in Afghanistan

Where is the purity of what kind and can not help but kiss his cheek, in the bed on the floor, but also scattered last night

Night reading the book.



A month, then a pick up reflected in the eyes, in addition to "How the Steel was chained" and "New Children Heroes" two paper

Readings, other two "dialectical materialism" and "social history" is from the thread of her examination on the ground

The books, is so esoteric.



From. Silver Lake social circles, in addition to Ka Shing, but also squeezed into the Huang Jihua's shadow. Since then, Silver Lake's Health

Live like it busy during the day as usual in his coconut garden work, rush to eat dinner at night, went to the town, late at night

Back. Since then, Silver Lake's character, then gradually change and become silent for a person to love food for thought. He could not house

Swimming beside the stream play, and sometimes coconut garden back, A pair of two out of imported rice to be washed. A month sleep at night sometimes,

No pillow or empty, when am back, want to fight the next day to see not open his eyes, A month could not help but

About his sentence, he is not silent will not know yourself, that is, flies into a rage, made a burst of temper never had, and after

A straight month holding regret to say sorry and yet so sincere.



This unusual phenomenon, Ah feel like a storm on to sweep the town, this coconut garden this barren ... ....



A one afternoon on the town purchasing daily necessities, the store was to pay the body joints, talking about. A similar hearing on

To a group of gun men last night, went to the school dormitory to retrieve a large number of books, some people say is they took Huang Jihua

Walk, or that Huang Jihua already hear the wind go hide, in short, human language hide, very confusing. Anti-

Is all happening in late last night, who clearly has not seen, in short, is not unknown missing Huang

White, but in the school holidays, he will come back next semester teaching it? No one knows.



Ka Shing look some depressed, black face appears silent, past month we saw the enthusiastic greeting Ah no.



The town seems different, and six days of closing the shop has not black people scrambled, as if catastrophe, not seven, Street

Have long been empty, and only a few dogs hanging around there.



Silver Lake appear to be more unusual dinner A pair of two imports, like the portrait sick in bed. Early in the afternoon, A

Months to find him back from the coconut garden to the table a few deep yellow of the old books and some paper, such as class notes

Handsheets, the burning of cooking on the fire in Afghanistan in the night they sleep early, in the dark and the bedroom, only the dark

Light of the moon, external beam radiotherapy to the head of the bed through the window, the Arab League on the dim moonlight like to see Silver Lake's eyes Jiong

Jiong God, did not sleep, he hugged A month, a night without saying, when asked Huang Jihua on the whereabouts of Afghanistan, he also suffered

Laugh the excuse that I do not know, I suddenly felt A month will probably mishap occurred in the Silver Lake body, She hugged good Silver Lake

Afraid he might disappear in the dark.



Morning, Silver Lake Park did not go to the coconut, and even to the point of view the town and no reported leisure, convulsion occurred since the school accident

After, we all extremely suspicious, paranoid and affect everyone's mood. It was at this time, Afghanistan was heart month

Imports some heart, imports water running in another week, and feel dizzy Yu Tu, physiological changes in the sensitive, intuitive

Told her she was pregnant.



When Silver Lake are pleased to hear this good news to cheer A hold on, but then the moment, but also calm down the whole

People into the abyss of anguish, his face pale, sweat-stained forehead exposed.



A month With some time to get along Silver Lake, Silver Lake perceptions are hidden in the hearts of fear and concern, both as

He, if he does not mind confession to his wife, Ah Q is on the white asked. After a period of some time, as if

All attributed to peace, the school class as usual, but because of a new teacher to replace the vacancy, and students with

The parents moved to the area is reduced, an unprecedented look dull and quiet village.





(D)

『Silver Lake, Silver Lake ... ... you go there? 』Arab hysteria on the ground shouting. No one could answer her, Silver Lake

Go there?



Ka Shing imports are dry, I witnessed the Ku Cheng tears A man on a feeling of the fetus, aliasing tall, looking for her husband's next

Down, the village people are shaking their heads and sighed.



A month of dry tears, faces badly bruised, and Silver Lake by burning tracks without below.



A month's water broke at the moment is lying in hospital, may forget to abdominal pain, imports are still remembered in the name of her husband,

『Silver Lake, you go there? ... .... 』



Seeing the poor daughter, born to a father did not see, how poor, day Oh, how so unfair

Ping, Silver Lake you are too cruel, gone and not even hearing the word article.



Tutu, in the birth to such a poor, Tutu's name to describe the scene of her world body.



Three months, from the neat birth, from home to hospital, from hospital to home, the primary arrangement is Ka Shing,

Organized. A grateful heart month, in her difficult times, frustrated the day, Silver Lake if there is no home

Implementation of such a true friendship Sheng, little woman at home has long been unthinkable.



While Ka Shing, this may be that the fire quickly put out emotional depression, not in his soul out. But he

A month not to feel uneasy, not to give her grief and pain, he was silent, no hope in love

She, is it fate.

Difficulties with feelings of depression A month long, so depressed she felt vulnerable, like the days of the sweet old days yesterday.





(E)

『Eat ... .... 』

A month toward the window shouting, forward is up sword chopping, and bare muscular black body of Silver Lake.



Silver Lake to listen to the calls his wife a loud and clear, showing his white double heart moment with beloved wife dental age, the amount of

On the exposed shoulder sweat, knowing smile.



Silver Lake's character and delicate clear Ah month, in what appears to others on board a small husband and wife. A beginning in that year

After graduation, he came to coastal regions with Silver Lake Silver Lake home, build their nest.



A Silver Lake two years younger than May, when the Silver Lake area from overseas to study Chinese High School, when his mother suddenly died at home

Passed away and drop out of school, home cooking has come back alone.



Silver Lake has lost his father at age two, and a big house or a widowed mother Coconut arrived to fight hand-foot, leave to buy hoarding

Years, now single-handedly raised Guixi wash its hands of Silver Lake's mother, at home, the burden of coconut garden on the shoulder can not stay in Silver Lake

On.



Ah May the eyes of Silver Lake is like Big Brother-like activities in the school know each other love, care love Tony then gradually

Grow in their hearts, leaving school, and long communication, nothing to fall back the heart of love, get married, their love is not

In drawing near, and contribute to each other in an extraordinary love.



Coconut by a sixteen, came to town from the area by boat, but also the path to walk forty minutes to see them Supergrass

A sub-shabby house, at the time it has been quite a lot of coconut Park undeveloped hills near a wild forest.



But they have to live unaffected, although life is not luxurious, but a small oil lamp, with an old broken seats, on a

Double no ambition husband and wife have been regarded as satisfied.



Hut not far from there is of little streams, the stream becomes clear on Silver Lake is a favorite every time A sunset, the river River

Water self-entertainment, good comfortable, and A monthly total iron at that time brought Hanyi, where wash wash cotton also love words

Cotton, for her husband Cabei between them seems to be endless talk about life Suo language, it really is Mu.



A month on, she was shy of the heart is a strong appreciation of Silver Lake that even count the muscles, and Silver Lake also put

Soaked underwear down a half-length pull off to the A month wash wash, and their potential in the water off to the cleaners, swimming

Go.



『Careful, you dick. A month blushing scoffed 』:『 Do not eat fish to water ... ... hee. 』



Said giggling, and said when the late, Silver Lake light and skilled diving back to action, to laugh A body for a month

Pull A month immediately fell into the water splash, owned wetlands in the Silver Lake caused a passion in the arms of laughter, her tight

The sarong has already fallen in the struggle under the waist, revealing full breasts abnormal, shocks in the spray of passion, the stream

Has added the spring and then the call to the arrival of dusk in the jungle hut behind the foot of the mountain, in the dense green

Leaves, invisible for neglect, flashed hi laughter reflected in the tree-lined river in the ... ....



Coconut is the simple life, although hard, but too fast and the day before, and they produced coconut palm garden, but also

Care of people use every day hanging the Zhang Gan Li knife taken by grain, the set of a considerable number of the town was set by the sea made of imported No.

The shop owner a small opening, Ka Shing Jiaoren collected on a small boat to sell.



Since the acquisition of coconut, Yan Jiasheng it Silver Lake couple got to know each, the price is debatable, anyway, man is also home Sheng

Easy-going, and sometimes work involved, he does not care about the informal dinner in the Silver Lake home, and sometimes a good mood, he is also a small

Town with the drinks side dishes, to walk home late at night.



Ka Shing and age, not far from Silver Lake, who is in his early twenties, young people with a dialogue box will not open

End. Then finish primary school to the district high school, they still the same boat, go to school with, vacation with

Back. But Ka Shing family well to high school graduation, and Sin Chew wanted to go into the South studies, but

Father, old age, lack of store staff, and family home Sheng Yen is the only son, inherited his father had no choice but to return home

Industry. Sheng at home at the time, that was a lot of winding, so that his heart felt to me, not music.



Yen is a rural grocery store store, in addition to collection of local products, such as rubber, copra, but also the sale of daily necessities,

Ka Shing rigid in that life, spend their youth, that is, a Silver Lake, you could not bring

Less spiritual consolation.



Silver Lake forthright, sloppy Ka Shing brotherly affection, and they have a fantasy, a vision of life Xi

The warm enterprises. A bit dated but sometimes feel uncomfortable is when her eyes first met Ka Shing, the Ka Shing

That can not be understood in the eyes, like Autumn, to force people to look, as if seen through her naked body, which is probably

Women are too sensitive to it, on the hearts of Arab himself, but it seems that Silver Lake is not intuitive, well, anyway, Silver Lake Flat

When there is no speculation friends, maybe his suspicious it.



Time really flies, after three years of a life to those years in the rural areas is not calm. Hills over there at night

Also heard the gunshots, electricity shiny, busy flying the helicopter, small town people can go away. Ka Shing's

Dad, also the second year of unrest, followed by a good friend early to go Guixi, the store alone who wore a two Ka Shing Ma

To man stay tube, although not big money, time flies too bleak leisure.



A family have been dated Shing persuaded to give up home in the Silver Lake Coconut, moved to town we have to take care of, no way, A is the month

So persistent, or prefer to keep his home in Silver Lake, where there has given her an indelible wounds. But also

Left her sweet memories, just walk away Silver Lake, three years that the audio did not, I am really heart

Cold.



The family came to visit Sheng three years Fengyubugai A month, give her the material and spiritual is not the lack of help, Silver Lake

The absence of the Coconut barren, overgrown with weeds, to the generation of Arab Women Current on a what can I do? It all depends Home

Sheng for her to hire workers hoeing weeds, collected coconuts, transported to the sale of a copra factory.



When Tutu babbling, the Ka Shing is usual to buy milk on the food to the Arab home. Imperceptibly,

Ka Shing fill the shadow of Silver Lake, A month in addition to the hearts of gratitude in the unrest in the implementation of such real friends, she also

Can say something? At most, some left to help him wash the vest, jacket ... ....



Sheng also dedicated initially refused to home, but that they were so sincere, do not want to spoil the fun, sweeping people hing the.



With the passage of time, A month to forget the physical and mental trauma which gradually restore the old charm. Some people make the first pick in the village

Ear to see if they look strange unusual relationship, but the house was not in Sheng, because Silver Lake in before leaving

Eve, who arrived home late at night Sheng buckle shop door.



『Ka Shing, for the people's ideals and would like to, I thought for a long time, I'm gone, please take care of A Month:

.... 』



"Silver Lake" Ka Shing Fan grip front to leave the friend said: 『A month you do not see you now have the bone goes

Meat, she is a single person, do you have the heart ... .... 』



『Affair I can not for the children, the warmth of the petty bourgeoisie, the people give up on me ... .... 』

Silver Lake Sheng tears see the last one home. Having only one I have dies, remember you are my friend Silver Lake,

Please take care A month and unborn child, I would be grateful. 』



Do not finish the last word, Silver Lake decided to go, he go so strong, then disappeared in the middle of the night Coconut Grove

In.



Then the next day, A month approved a distribution to question him: You are Silver Lake 『friend, he is gone, there you go

Say, you say uh ... .... 』Ka Shing heart bitterly thought of parting last night, disappeared in the dark coconut Silver Lake,

They mutter prayers in imports and said: how do I know Silver Lake 『go there? 』.



『Silver Lake went? How do I know ... .... A month has been dry the tears 』, sound is scratchy, wearing a green face

The executor of uniform cross-examination is still the sentence. 『Silver Lake went there, how do I know ... .... 』

『You are his wife, at night you do not sleep with him, you do not know how. 』Phrase is still cold plate

Asked the young woman's heart hurt, deeply.

『Silver Lake went there, how do I know ... .... 』A month has become insensitive, is still the answer. Silver Lake

Went? Remains a mystery until now.



(E)

『Eat ... .... 』

A month toward the window shouting, forward is up sword chopping, and bare muscular black body of Silver Lake.



Silver Lake to listen to the calls his wife a loud and clear, showing his white double heart moment with beloved wife dental age, the amount of

On the exposed shoulder sweat, knowing smile.



Silver Lake's character and delicate clear Ah month, in what appears to others on board a small husband and wife. A beginning in that year

After graduation, he came to coastal regions with Silver Lake Silver Lake home, build their nest.



A Silver Lake two years younger than May, when the Silver Lake area from overseas to study Chinese High School, when his mother suddenly died at home

Passed away and drop out of school, home cooking has come back alone.



Silver Lake has lost his father at age two, and a big house or a widowed mother Coconut arrived to fight hand-foot, leave to buy hoarding

Years, now single-handedly raised Guixi wash its hands of Silver Lake's mother, at home, the burden of coconut garden on the shoulder can not stay in Silver Lake

On.



Ah May the eyes of Silver Lake is like Big Brother-like activities in the school know each other love, care love Tony then gradually

Grow in their hearts, leaving school, and long communication, nothing to fall back the heart of love, get married, their love is not

In drawing near, and contribute to each other in an extraordinary love.



Coconut by a sixteen, came to town from the area by boat, but also the path to walk forty minutes to see them Supergrass

A sub-shabby house, at the time it has been quite a lot of coconut Park undeveloped barren hills near the wild forest.



But they have to live unaffected, although life is not luxurious, but a small oil lamp, with an old broken seats, on a

Double no ambition husband and wife have been regarded as satisfied.



Hut not far from there is of little streams, the stream becomes clear on Silver Lake is a favorite every time A sunset, the river River

Water self-entertainment, good comfortable, and A total at that time on a drum with Han Yi, where the wash wash cotton also love words

Cotton, for her husband Cabei between them seems to be endless talk about life Suo language, it really is Mu.



A month on, she was shy of the heart is a strong appreciation of Silver Lake that even count the muscles, and Silver Lake also put

Soaked underwear down a half-length pull off to the A month wash wash, and their potential in the water off to the cleaners, swimming

Go.



『Careful, you dick. A month blushing scoffed 』:『 Do not eat fish to water ... ... hee. 』



Said giggling, and said when the late, Silver Lake light and skilled diving back to action, to laugh A body for a month

Pull A month immediately fell into the water splash, owned wetlands in the Silver Lake caused a passion in the arms of laughter, her tight

The sarong has already fallen in the struggle under the waist, revealing full breasts abnormal, shocks in the spray of passion, the stream

Has added the spring and then the call to the arrival of dusk in the jungle hut behind the foot of the mountain, in the dense green

Leaves, invisible for neglect, flashed hi laughter reflected in the tree-lined river in the ... ....



Coconut is the simple life, although hard, but too fast and the day before, and they produced coconut palm garden, but also

Care of people use every day hanging the Zhang Gan Li knife taken by grain, the set of a considerable number of the town was set by the sea made of imported No.

The shop owner a small opening, Ka Shing Jiaoren small boat to collect the sale.



Since the acquisition of coconut, Yan Jiasheng it Silver Lake couple got to know each, the price is debatable, anyway, man is also home Sheng

Easy-going, and sometimes work involved, he does not care about the informal dinner in the Silver Lake home, and sometimes a good mood, he is also a small

Town with the drinks side dishes, to walk home late at night.



Ka Shing and age, not far from Silver Lake, who is in his early twenties, young people with a dialogue box will not open

End. Then finish primary school to the district high school, they still the same boat, go to school with, vacation with

Back. But Ka Shing family well to high school graduation, and Sin Chew wanted to go into the South studies, but

Father, old age, lack of store staff, and family home Sheng Yen is the only son, inherited his father had no choice but to return home

Industry. Sheng at home at the time, that was a lot of winding, so that his heart felt to me, not music.



Yen is a rural grocery store store, in addition to collection of local products, such as rubber, copra, but also the sale of daily necessities,

Ka Shing rigid in that life, spend their youth, that is, a Silver Lake, you could not bring

Less spiritual consolation.



Silver Lake forthright, sloppy Ka Shing brotherly affection, and they have a fantasy, a vision of life Xi

The warm enterprises. A bit dated but sometimes feel uncomfortable is when her eyes first met Ka Shing, the Ka Shing

That can not be understood in the eyes, like Autumn, to force people to look, as if seen through her naked body, which may

It is a woman too sensitive, A month mind himself, but it seems that Silver Lake is not intuitive, well, anyway, Silver Lake

Usually there is no speculation friends, maybe his suspicious it.



Time really flies, after three years of a life to those years in the rural areas is not calm. Hills over there at night

Also heard the gunshots, electricity shiny, busy flying the helicopter, small town people can go away. Ka Shing's

Dad, also the second year of unrest, followed by a good friend early to go Guixi, the store alone who wore a two Ka Shing Ma

To man stay tube, although not big money, time flies too bleak leisure.



A family have been dated Shing persuaded to give up home in the Silver Lake Coconut, moved to town we have to take care of, no way, A is the month

So persistent, or prefer to keep his home in Silver Lake, where there has given her an indelible wounds. But also

Left her sweet memories, just walk away Silver Lake, three years that the audio did not, I am really heart

Cold.



The family came to visit Sheng three years Fengyubugai A month, give her the material and spiritual is not the lack of help, Silver Lake

The absence of the Coconut barren, overgrown with weeds, to the generation of Arab Women Current on a what can I do? It all depends Home

Sheng for her to hire workers hoeing weeds, collected coconuts, transported to the sale of a copra factory.



When Tutu babbling, the Ka Shing is usual to buy milk on the food to the Arab home. Imperceptibly,

Ka Shing fill the shadow of Silver Lake, A month in addition to the hearts of gratitude in the unrest in the implementation of such real friends, she also

Can say something? At most, some left to help him wash the vest, jacket ... ....



Sheng also dedicated initially refused to home, but that they were so sincere, do not want to spoil the fun, sweeping people hing the.



With the passage of time, A month to forget the physical and mental trauma gradually restore the old charm. Some people make the first pick in the village

Ear to see if they look strange unusual relationship, but the house was not in Sheng, because Silver Lake in before leaving

Eve, who arrived home late at night Sheng buckle shop door.



『Ka Shing, for the people's ideals and would like to, I thought for a long time, I'm gone, please take care of A Month:

.... 』



"Silver Lake" Ka Shing Fan grip front to leave the friend said: 『A month you do not see you now have the bone goes

Meat, she is a single person, do you have the heart ... .... 』



『Affair I can not for the children, the warmth of the petty bourgeoisie, the people give up on me ... .... 』

Silver Lake Sheng tears see the last one home. Having only one I have dies, remember you are my friend Silver Lake,

Please take care A month and unborn child, I would be grateful. 』



Do not finish the last word, Silver Lake decided to go, he go so strong, then disappeared in the middle of the night Coconut Grove

In.



Then the next day, A month approved a distribution to question him: You are Silver Lake 『friend, he is gone, there you go

Say, you say uh ... .... 』Ka Shing heart bitterly thought of parting last night, disappeared in the dark coconut Silver Lake,

They mutter prayers in imports and said: how do I know Silver Lake 『go there? 』.



『Silver Lake went? How do I know ... .... A month has been dry the tears 』, sound is scratchy, wearing a green face

The executor of uniform cross-examination is still the sentence. 『Silver Lake went there, how do I know ... .... 』

『You are his wife, at night you do not sleep with him, you do not know how. 』Phrase is still cold plate

Asked the young woman's heart hurt, deeply. 『Silver Lake went there, how do I know ... .... A month has changed 』

As insensitive, is still the answer. Silver Lake went? Remains a mystery until now.



(H)

Am, Silver Lake is gone, came a row, especially thick morning mist, lit a piece of Coconut Mimang. From that day, deep

Night dogs no longer bark, rural and quiet down.



Amin's heart, like the Yufu blast, blowing the Buddha with the coconut, the wind was the name of their own power with coconut, put them

Confused dazed, shaking was out of breath.



Morning, A sent on Tutu to school shopping near home, the home also led the group of people Sheng Ma weeding coconut months in Afghanistan, the burning of

Burning coconut Trail.



Served in cleaning up all the way to house things like coconut garden on the tacit agreement by Afghanistan. They met, not to wet 『

Clothes off, I wash ... .... 』Fresh grass in the coconut garden on the road, the Arab League on this line, so that half the Ka Shing

Trapped in the heart of stone to fall, this is a bit decadent mood, suddenly bright.



It looked that day in May does not even care about what happened. In fact in addition to her home outside Sheng, who did not know them

Between the facts, except for the first time after a hot afternoon, be regarded as an exception since, rumors have started anyway, the town

Long, the end is not new.



The Silver Lake that night things go, it is silent on Afghanistan, which is sensitive intelligent woman, I do not know Ka Shing,

In short, it's unfortunate, the more unfortunate for the women, but the impact of the times, everyone learn how to protect

Themselves from harm.



(Ix)

Poetry Lie Man With the success of peace talks, the mountains out of many people, the situation is immediately apparent dawn of peace, many rural

District are subject to special care and development of the town soon after the villagers not only to move back to stable, straight road traffic

Through villages, the real development to stimulate the development of the rural areas.



Currently the town is built of double brick houses many shops, home shop Sheng has developed into a super mini-games, and

A parked on oil but also through the coconut palms, Rory can Zhitou where even trucks, and cargo carrying coconuts.



Sheng planning at home, the past month's hut has been rebuilt A simple independent brick houses, water can pass to the old days,

Silver Lake like swimming in the creek is also covered with weeds, because no one there, wash wash step and a shower.



Town has been built a few years ago a large secondary school, and distinctly No longer the rural children to go to remote areas

Boarding school, and now can take taxis and buses to distant areas, and a seafood shop in town, every

Area who are driving the night ride to get there to eat seafood, but also to make this coastal town a lot style.



(X)

After a long period of time, Tutu has graduated from high school around the corner, in that year coming to an end one house where Sheng A Note on

Register to become an official couple.



Their union, first emotionally, in life with each other's needs, A month and never have the heart, seeing

Ka Shing's case for her mother and daughter waiting, and then wait? Besides years of relentless passage of time, all the promises

Will be nothing.



They did not hold a grand wedding ceremony, please only two or three friends in the Arab town on Chile Dun meals at home, anti-

A month is already married to someone who has, while the Ka Shing, he does not care about, and all orders will be on listen A

Yes.



In the neat mind, Ka Shing has long been her father, as Silver Lake that are far away but, since she knew how to

This world has not seen his father's side, of course, emotionally as the most important family-Sheng.



A month in order to respect the meaning of Ka Shing material things in the store during the day and night, came back to Coconut there, although the month of residence Afghanistan

Live in barren area has changed, but every time the dead of night, A love to stand on pre-hospital, shortage of hyperopia that distant

Hill, the lonely moon, Shuxing eagle, stopping at the net Yan sky, trembling shaking sound, it was dead branches in the breeze in the air

Sigh, in that quiet of the night sky, shivering and blue, like a lonely drop of tear came the chicken woo Mid sound. Barren mountain

In his sleep, out of shadow general arm. Ka Shing also in the month when newlyweds A night to show her off: 『

Silver Lake back in the day as long as I Ka Shing must quit, giving you and your spouse and children be reunited. 』



A month listen to the hearts of some angry, said: 『Do you think the goods you store it? That back to back. 』



Ka Shing is such an honest person honest, practical, and Silver Lake since that night back, leave again, there is no

He was to hear any news.



Tutu went to Australia in order for the procedure, A travel agency March accompany her daughter to area to complete the formalities.



Entered the travel agency in the threshold, A bumped head on month, to say sorry one, well dressed, hand

Middle-aged man put his briefcase, A month listen to it, sounds so familiar, as if there heard of like, I feel there

These strange.



Until she sat down, aroused, it was not previously a school teacher Huang Jihua it? The thought that men had

Run away, without a trace, no understanding of her desire, to be back home later, she referred to the Ka Shing, the family has heard Sheng

Huang Jihua eaten while adding rice, have already come out, to study abroad, I heard that in a big company as Executive Manager,

Perhaps he has forgotten the rural town and past a friendship.



A month in the moment her daughter home by taxi, a long way since the rural areas, more than halfway also contains a strange ride

Passenger, sitting in the front position, it appears that the driver have not seen for old friends, like old friends began to open the dialogue box.



『Ngawang, not seen you for so long, if not take your car today still do not know you left Texaco ha ha ... .... 』



Drivers will be warmly Yishang Che Awang's friends commonplace, it seems they should not see old friends parting for years.



『Well, never mind. 』Ngawang a deep sigh of imported gas, the year turned out he was the young stranger in a book

Shop when the man, older than his friend Ngawang large. Upstairs is the bookstore at the side of trade unions, Ngawang virtually

Also recognized that the crowd up and down the stairs all day, over time, first to the union after reading the newspaper after work, singing,

跳集体舞，後来也叁加了他们的学习小组，说是学习文化，因为阿旺感到自己小

学程度要在社会混囗饭吃，没有知识文化是不易的。



谁知叁加了一阵子，便是六月大风暴的来临，好似黑浪鼓着云乱吼，扯碎了阿旺

生命的桅杆，生活也迷失至找不到引路的星斗。



当时有人警告阿旺说：『再不跑，你就要被捕了。昨天你们的主席一伙人被带走

The. 』



阿旺一惊，第一天早上欲开店门的时候，看到几辆深蓝色车停在工会楼下，是否

在等着他，再说往日楼上来往的人群早已不见影踪，阿旺一看，心中暗叫不妙，

往後门一溜，遇到往日一起跳集体舞的同伴小李，便　他踏上一开往山芭的渡轮，

数天的途步行程，而投奔於深山，昏沉沉的失踪了。



『干他妈的，我怎麽这麽傻，跟他们去山里鬼混。』阿旺说着就一把火。



『那伙人整天为了逃避野战部队的追踪，一直带我们往深山跑，不知跑了多远，

过了多少风吹雨淋的日子，连自己在那里都不知道。 』



说到这里，阿旺感到最内疚，他们一伙人，只有前面那个大哥，拿了一把「巴兰

刀，是他们唯一的武器，其他的人只拥一支深山砍下的木棍，说是若遇敌人便以

木棍当武器，一拼了之。



『记得吗？我们认得那个名叫林丽的小妹。』阿旺向对方　了一眼又自问自答地

说：『就在我们奔波於数月之後，她体弱受不了，实在走不动，他们就把她丢在

半途给她几包乾粮，叫她自己打算，在那麽大的深山，那有人影经过，现在在那

里都不知道，看来是凶多吉少。 』



一言一语听在阿月母女耳中，也许楚楚没有什麽感受，因为那痛苦不幸的年代，

离她太远，阿月的情形却不同了，莫非银湖进山也是他们一伙，听着听着，阿月

那久已静止的心湖，又吹起一阵涟漪。



『唉，那些土人也真是，拿了我们的钱说是上　买菜，回来还带野战部队。 』



阿旺说着自己的遭遇，在阿月听来是感到心碎怜悯，也许银湖也叁　他们一伙。



『一　大伙人进山，我们就死命地跑呵，跑　……』，阿旺不善编织故事续篇，

而零碎地叙说。



『最後，受不了饥寒交迫，唯一出路就是出山举着双手。那时一　自己的遍体早

已被蚊虫叮得不像人样，背後颈上还吃了一粒子弹，脚板不早已穿洞腐烂…。 』



阿旺始终都没有拿过枪杆，只是盲目在深山追随一伙，他们当中，被人残杀，砍

下人头拿去领赏，生命在他们之中是那麽贱，但落在别人手上头颅又另当别论了。



阿旺最後愤概地说，『跑出深山，身上唯一留下就是那遮着下体一条蓝乌的内裤，

又破又烂，唉……』几时那搭客在半途下车，几时阿旺结束他那坎坷不平的经历，

阿月在迷蒙中一点感觉都没有， 至到德士停止，楚楚在叫『妈妈，已到家门囗

The. 』



阿月怎麽也没想到，在阿旺回忆那段人头落地悲残的岁月，其中一便是银湖。 Because

为在那阶段，大家都来自不同环境地区，在茫然的逃亡中，谁也没提及自己家人

情况及真正姓名。而阿旺也没想到坐在後座的阿月母女，正是银湖生前的妻女。



不过有人在第二省边界一小镇却看到一伊班椒农，那苍老多皱纹的面孔，什至声

调　银湖一模一样。他的伊班名字即叫加叻另阿纳页，住在遥远的深山椒园，也

曾多次带妻儿到镇上买日用品。镇上杂货店的老板，正是当时家盛小镇就读的学

生，事後他跟人说『我一看，他的样貌举止明明是银湖，但他却固执说是自己的

名字叫加叻，还操着一囗流利的伊班话。 』



来了几次依旧操着伊班囗语说『我不知你讲的银湖是谁， 我也不认识阿月和家

盛。 』



後来，再也没有人看到他的影踪。是搬移，病逝……也没有人知道，不过他那路

途遥远，深山草劲小路，谁也　得去理，加叻究竟是什麽原因消失在镇上。



只是在车上听到阿旺的那段往事，使阿月感到晕晕，不眠，她想把心中的感受告

诉熟睡在身旁的家盛，又看他睡得那麽深沉，心中轻涌一阵怜悯，家盛为了她和

楚楚也付了巨大的代价，他不怕世俗眼光，恶毒的流言，老实忠厚的人，他是否

也在期待，他那消失已久的朋友，有天突然出现要回他的妻子和女儿。



几时会有这样的局面出现，阿月也是茫然无知，谁能预知自己将来命运如何？ To

着，阿月轻轻起身披着上衣，　着窗外寂静的椰园，一弦新月正远挂荒山之顶。



山依是墨般的黑屹立着，倾向自己，似　要扑跌下来，而月光却是那麽微弱，从

山顶，顺着深深直立的山谷，那清凉的晖围，疾空而下，好似蒙胧的锦匹，在那

山边徐徐挂起。『阿月，睡吧！夜已深。』是家盛醒起温柔的梦呓，在深夜令人

感到格外的亲切。呜……深夜的长吠声，来自荒山那边，在微弱的月光下。

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