Barren cold months

Barren cold months


You look pale, is not because of tired of climbing the sky, watching the ground constantly wandering lonely in the life experience does not phase

With the stars.

Shelley <"Moon? (A)

Gradually turn the lights on the stage, a group of innocent and pure girl, dancing under the melody. Audience

Dance clear mission as innocent audience fell silent screen, it is the school's grand finale evening entertainment, but also

Is the highlight of the . Although the songs sung by Lau Ka Cheong pop vocal cords, but the dancing was by the school

School students to the layout, though not exciting to the show, but in this rural area of secondary general cultural level of performance, but also

Association of the elders of the highlights of the audience sigh.



That night, Ah, like other parents are also sitting on the head of the school hall full of appreciation of her stage performances. She

Extended to make the head, could see the tears out the eyes of God, I do not know hi is. Stage of glad, as if the girls

Replica of her times, knit once again re-presented.



When she, like fancy peacock, marching in the morning dew was dry, facing the sun, expand the color solemnly dancing,

Dance to the proud place, covered with strong flick, each collar are random chatter, but as the head, but it is Silver Lake section of emotion

Section of the gaze, the look that impressive, talk to their hearts in the smoothie, the eighth green Dai Love

Years old ....



As Shelley wrote that Psalm: Music, when soft voices die that is still rippling gently in the memory

Lane. Fragrant, sweet violets when it fades, and still left in the intoxicating feeling inside. ... ...



To warm applause from the audience raised, she woke Muran, back to reality, the original actor bowed to the audience Xie

Screen, the program has been played out.



Back home, already late at night. Tutu has long been weary daughter, immersed in sleep. It also does not wipe her net

One's face, still so childish, but also gently bedroom Sheng balderdash came home, that her heart was still long

Lake, but also evoke ripples.



The darker the night, the more Zhanzhuan not sleep past rewind, turn back the clock.



(B)

Ah month, you remember? Wong Kee Wah, he came to town elementary school teacher. 』One day, at lunch time

Moment, Silver Lake brought to Afghanistan on the name on the minds of the Arab, on the Huang Jihua down no particular impression, because

More than a thousand school students at that time, who's memory is so good, to remember everyone's face and name.



A month, shaking his head, said they did not remember her husband, the person referred to Silver Lake, and Silver Lake are endless, said: 『

Promise, he is our class prefect, homework has always been amazing and is very prominent in the school activities of each school

Ultimately, he ... .... 』



At this point, seem to recall A month before, Huang Jihua, one thin and high, containing glasses, be born white. A little bit of God

After looking over, but the evening entertainment in a school, think he was still on stage, among the audience prior to the next

Long strong volume, read Gorky's famous poem, "Swallow" is it not him?



Wong Kee Wah to the coastal town of schools to teach, A month has not seen him, but other folks in the conversation, so that

Huang Jihua the impression she felt from the vague and uncertain. 『Short, since Huang Jihua to school, after school in his

Long under the leadership of the school administration handled in an orderly, student achievement is also progress every day ... .... 』



『Night, he also automatically tuition for students in the school ... .... 』

『Afternoon, Huang also led the students to the campus without leaving weeds in addition to a ... .... 』



A month, imports in Silver Lake, in a small town on the way to go to sea imports, movie definitely heard the rumors, as if Huang Jihua's

Image, more and more, and he has, however, uncommon in the rural areas caused a stir. To the one day, A month

Yan Jiasheng store alone to buy daily necessities, while the front is a stranger case of Yan Jiasheng speculative conversation.



Seventh sense told her yellow eyes remember China is a man. Served in the sale of home appliances introduces A moment on the way, said: 『

Huang Jihua, new teacher in our school ... .... 』

A monthly look, Huang Jihua although the strong enthusiasm on the little hand holding Ah, that bright vision, may hide

A touch of depression.



But he warmly on A month said: 『I am the Silver Lake students ... .... 』

A month seems Huang Jihua already familiar, from family conversations Sheng and Silver Lake.



(C)

Night, A misty sleep in months, it seems that the house lights on coal, like Silver Lake back toward her in the coal

Oil lamp, wearing shorts, but also the upper body back, is so familiar, is stay up late to read.



This is not a common phenomenon, because on leaving school, and married to Silver Lake Ah, never saw him in the night reading the book

Scenario, are there? Only shop in town to see the newspaper gossip Bale.



When Ah get up close to Silver Lake on an early night next to him tomorrow to get up early to Coconut, coconut transported to the small

Town, Silver Lake players that hold A month plump body, kissed her pro-Novo, A month eyebrows look, the table is

Yellow Pages free run two or three thick books.



『Is Huang Jihua lent me, a lot of his books, he said, in order to meet the new fighting career. Not allow real

He is not ... .... Silver Lake 』said suddenly changed the subject, on A month said:『 How do you think the person Huang Jihua

Like ... .... 』



『Met him early one, nothing, uh ... .... 』A warm month over at Silver Lake's bosom, suddenly remembered the morning

Ka Shing Huang Jihua store saw the scene, there is not hard to understand the sense of family Sheng eyes, do not own more than

Heart, a bit absently A month should be the immediate Silver Lake, and Silver Lake that greedy mouth, through the month long kiss to the Arab League

But gas, revel in the dark night.



A month early, had been cooked rice, enthusiastically waiting for her husband, and Silver Lake also hold pillow Sleeping, January eyes see in Afghanistan

Where is the purity of what kind and can not help but kiss his cheek, in the bed on the floor, but also scattered last night

Night reading the book.



A month, then a pick up reflected in the eyes, in addition to "How the Steel was chained" and "New Children Heroes" two paper

Readings, other two "dialectical materialism" and "social history" is from the thread of her examination on the ground

The books, is so esoteric.



From. Silver Lake social circles, in addition to Ka Shing, but also squeezed into the Huang Jihua's shadow. Since then, Silver Lake's Health

Live like it busy during the day as usual in his coconut garden work, rush to eat dinner at night, went to the town, late at night

Back. Since then, Silver Lake's character, then gradually change and become silent for a person to love food for thought. He could not house

Swimming beside the stream play, and sometimes coconut garden back, A pair of two out of imported rice to be washed. A month sleep at night sometimes,

No pillow or empty, when am back, want to fight the next day to see not open his eyes, A month could not help but

About his sentence, he is not silent will not know yourself, that is, flies into a rage, made a burst of temper never had, and after

A straight month holding regret to say sorry and yet so sincere.



This unusual phenomenon, Ah feel like a storm on to sweep the town, this coconut garden this barren ... ....



A one afternoon on the town purchasing daily necessities, the store was to pay the body joints, talking about. A similar hearing on

To a group of gun men last night, went to the school dormitory to retrieve a large number of books, some people say is they took Huang Jihua

Walk, or that Huang Jihua already hear the wind go hide, in short, human language hide, very confusing. Anti-

Is all happening in late last night, who clearly has not seen, in short, is not unknown missing Huang

White, but in the school holidays, he will come back next semester teaching it? No one knows.



Ka Shing look some depressed, black face appears silent, past month we saw the enthusiastic greeting Ah no.



The town seems different, and six days of closing the shop has not black people scrambled, as if catastrophe, not seven, Street

Have long been empty, and only a few dogs hanging around there.



Silver Lake appear to be more unusual dinner A pair of two imports, like the portrait sick in bed. Early in the afternoon, A

Months to find him back from the coconut garden to the table a few deep yellow of the old books and some paper, such as class notes

Handsheets, the burning of cooking on the fire in Afghanistan in the night they sleep early, in the dark and the bedroom, only the dark

Light of the moon, external beam radiotherapy to the head of the bed through the window, the Arab League on the dim moonlight like to see Silver Lake's eyes Jiong

Jiong God, did not sleep, he hugged A month, a night without saying, when asked Huang Jihua on the whereabouts of Afghanistan, he also suffered

Laugh the excuse that I do not know, I suddenly felt A month will probably mishap occurred in the Silver Lake body, She hugged good Silver Lake

Afraid he might disappear in the dark.



Morning, Silver Lake Park did not go to the coconut, and even to the point of view the town and no reported leisure, convulsion occurred since the school accident

After, we all extremely suspicious, paranoid and affect everyone's mood. It was at this time, Afghanistan was heart month

Imports some heart, imports water running in another week, and feel dizzy Yu Tu, physiological changes in the sensitive, intuitive

Told her she was pregnant.



When Silver Lake are pleased to hear this good news to cheer A hold on, but then the moment, but also calm down the whole

People into the abyss of anguish, his face pale, sweat-stained forehead exposed.



A month With some time to get along Silver Lake, Silver Lake perceptions are hidden in the hearts of fear and concern, both as

He, if he does not mind confession to his wife, Ah Q is on the white asked. After a period of some time, as if

All attributed to peace, the school class as usual, but because of a new teacher to replace the vacancy, and students with

The parents moved to the area is reduced, an unprecedented look dull and quiet village.





(D)

『Silver Lake, Silver Lake ... ... you go there? 』Arab hysteria on the ground shouting. No one could answer her, Silver Lake

Go there?



Ka Shing imports are dry, I witnessed the Ku Cheng tears A man on a feeling of the fetus, aliasing tall, looking for her husband's next

Down, the village people are shaking their heads and sighed.



A month of dry tears, faces badly bruised, and Silver Lake by burning tracks without below.



A month's water broke at the moment is lying in hospital, may forget to abdominal pain, imports are still remembered in the name of her husband,

『Silver Lake, you go there? ... .... 』



Seeing the poor daughter, born to a father did not see, how poor, day Oh, how so unfair

Ping, Silver Lake you are too cruel, gone and not even hearing the word article.



Tutu, in the birth to such a poor, Tutu's name to describe the scene of her world body.



Three months, from the neat birth, from home to hospital, from hospital to home, the primary arrangement is Ka Shing,

Organized. A grateful heart month, in her difficult times, frustrated the day, Silver Lake if there is no home

Implementation of such a true friendship Sheng, little woman at home has long been unthinkable.



While Ka Shing, this may be that the fire quickly put out emotional depression, not in his soul out. But he

A month not to feel uneasy, not to give her grief and pain, he was silent, no hope in love

She, is it fate.

Difficulties with feelings of depression A month long, so depressed she felt vulnerable, like the days of the sweet old days yesterday.





(E)

『Eat ... .... 』

A month toward the window shouting, forward is up sword chopping, and bare muscular black body of Silver Lake.



Silver Lake to listen to the calls his wife a loud and clear, showing his white double heart moment with beloved wife dental age, the amount of

On the exposed shoulder sweat, knowing smile.



Silver Lake's character and delicate clear Ah month, in what appears to others on board a small husband and wife. A beginning in that year

After graduation, he came to coastal regions with Silver Lake Silver Lake home, build their nest.



A Silver Lake two years younger than May, when the Silver Lake area from overseas to study Chinese High School, when his mother suddenly died at home

Passed away and drop out of school, home cooking has come back alone.



Silver Lake has lost his father at age two, and a big house or a widowed mother Coconut arrived to fight hand-foot, leave to buy hoarding

Years, now single-handedly raised Guixi wash its hands of Silver Lake's mother, at home, the burden of coconut garden on the shoulder can not stay in Silver Lake

On.



Ah May the eyes of Silver Lake is like Big Brother-like activities in the school know each other love, care love Tony then gradually

Grow in their hearts, leaving school, and long communication, nothing to fall back the heart of love, get married, their love is not

In drawing near, and contribute to each other in an extraordinary love.



Coconut by a sixteen, came to town from the area by boat, but also the path to walk forty minutes to see them Supergrass

A sub-shabby house, at the time it has been quite a lot of coconut Park undeveloped hills near a wild forest.



But they have to live unaffected, although life is not luxurious, but a small oil lamp, with an old broken seats, on a

Double no ambition husband and wife have been regarded as satisfied.



Hut not far from there is of little streams, the stream becomes clear on Silver Lake is a favorite every time A sunset, the river River

Water self-entertainment, good comfortable, and A monthly total iron at that time brought Hanyi, where wash wash cotton also love words

Cotton, for her husband Cabei between them seems to be endless talk about life Suo language, it really is Mu.



A month on, she was shy of the heart is a strong appreciation of Silver Lake that even count the muscles, and Silver Lake also put

Soaked underwear down a half-length pull off to the A month wash wash, and their potential in the water off to the cleaners, swimming

Go.



『Careful, you dick. A month blushing scoffed 』:『 Do not eat fish to water ... ... hee. 』



Said giggling, and said when the late, Silver Lake light and skilled diving back to action, to laugh A body for a month

Pull A month immediately fell into the water splash, owned wetlands in the Silver Lake caused a passion in the arms of laughter, her tight

The sarong has already fallen in the struggle under the waist, revealing full breasts abnormal, shocks in the spray of passion, the stream

Has added the spring and then the call to the arrival of dusk in the jungle hut behind the foot of the mountain, in the dense green

Leaves, invisible for neglect, flashed hi laughter reflected in the tree-lined river in the ... ....



Coconut is the simple life, although hard, but too fast and the day before, and they produced coconut palm garden, but also

Care of people use every day hanging the Zhang Gan Li knife taken by grain, the set of a considerable number of the town was set by the sea made of imported No.

The shop owner a small opening, Ka Shing Jiaoren collected on a small boat to sell.



Since the acquisition of coconut, Yan Jiasheng it Silver Lake couple got to know each, the price is debatable, anyway, man is also home Sheng

Easy-going, and sometimes work involved, he does not care about the informal dinner in the Silver Lake home, and sometimes a good mood, he is also a small

Town with the drinks side dishes, to walk home late at night.



Ka Shing and age, not far from Silver Lake, who is in his early twenties, young people with a dialogue box will not open

End. Then finish primary school to the district high school, they still the same boat, go to school with, vacation with

Back. But Ka Shing family well to high school graduation, and Sin Chew wanted to go into the South studies, but

Father, old age, lack of store staff, and family home Sheng Yen is the only son, inherited his father had no choice but to return home

Industry. Sheng at home at the time, that was a lot of winding, so that his heart felt to me, not music.



Yen is a rural grocery store store, in addition to collection of local products, such as rubber, copra, but also the sale of daily necessities,

Ka Shing rigid in that life, spend their youth, that is, a Silver Lake, you could not bring

Less spiritual consolation.



Silver Lake forthright, sloppy Ka Shing brotherly affection, and they have a fantasy, a vision of life Xi

The warm enterprises. A bit dated but sometimes feel uncomfortable is when her eyes first met Ka Shing, the Ka Shing

That can not be understood in the eyes, like Autumn, to force people to look, as if seen through her naked body, which is probably

Women are too sensitive to it, on the hearts of Arab himself, but it seems that Silver Lake is not intuitive, well, anyway, Silver Lake Flat

When there is no speculation friends, maybe his suspicious it.



Time really flies, after three years of a life to those years in the rural areas is not calm. Hills over there at night

Also heard the gunshots, electricity shiny, busy flying the helicopter, small town people can go away. Ka Shing's

Dad, also the second year of unrest, followed by a good friend early to go Guixi, the store alone who wore a two Ka Shing Ma

To man stay tube, although not big money, time flies too bleak leisure.



A family have been dated Shing persuaded to give up home in the Silver Lake Coconut, moved to town we have to take care of, no way, A is the month

So persistent, or prefer to keep his home in Silver Lake, where there has given her an indelible wounds. But also

Left her sweet memories, just walk away Silver Lake, three years that the audio did not, I am really heart

Cold.



The family came to visit Sheng three years Fengyubugai A month, give her the material and spiritual is not the lack of help, Silver Lake

The absence of the Coconut barren, overgrown with weeds, to the generation of Arab Women Current on a what can I do? It all depends Home

Sheng for her to hire workers hoeing weeds, collected coconuts, transported to the sale of a copra factory.



When Tutu babbling, the Ka Shing is usual to buy milk on the food to the Arab home. Imperceptibly,

Ka Shing fill the shadow of Silver Lake, A month in addition to the hearts of gratitude in the unrest in the implementation of such real friends, she also

Can say something? At most, some left to help him wash the vest, jacket ... ....



Sheng also dedicated initially refused to home, but that they were so sincere, do not want to spoil the fun, sweeping people hing the.



With the passage of time, A month to forget the physical and mental trauma which gradually restore the old charm. Some people make the first pick in the village

Ear to see if they look strange unusual relationship, but the house was not in Sheng, because Silver Lake in before leaving

Eve, who arrived home late at night Sheng buckle shop door.



『Ka Shing, for the people's ideals and would like to, I thought for a long time, I'm gone, please take care of A Month:

.... 』



"Silver Lake" Ka Shing Fan grip front to leave the friend said: 『A month you do not see you now have the bone goes

Meat, she is a single person, do you have the heart ... .... 』



『Affair I can not for the children, the warmth of the petty bourgeoisie, the people give up on me ... .... 』

Silver Lake Sheng tears see the last one home. Having only one I have dies, remember you are my friend Silver Lake,

Please take care A month and unborn child, I would be grateful. 』



Do not finish the last word, Silver Lake decided to go, he go so strong, then disappeared in the middle of the night Coconut Grove

In.



Then the next day, A month approved a distribution to question him: You are Silver Lake 『friend, he is gone, there you go

Say, you say uh ... .... 』Ka Shing heart bitterly thought of parting last night, disappeared in the dark coconut Silver Lake,

They mutter prayers in imports and said: how do I know Silver Lake 『go there? 』.



『Silver Lake went? How do I know ... .... A month has been dry the tears 』, sound is scratchy, wearing a green face

The executor of uniform cross-examination is still the sentence. 『Silver Lake went there, how do I know ... .... 』

『You are his wife, at night you do not sleep with him, you do not know how. 』Phrase is still cold plate

Asked the young woman's heart hurt, deeply.

『Silver Lake went there, how do I know ... .... 』A month has become insensitive, is still the answer. Silver Lake

Went? Remains a mystery until now.



(E)

『Eat ... .... 』

A month toward the window shouting, forward is up sword chopping, and bare muscular black body of Silver Lake.



Silver Lake to listen to the calls his wife a loud and clear, showing his white double heart moment with beloved wife dental age, the amount of

On the exposed shoulder sweat, knowing smile.



Silver Lake's character and delicate clear Ah month, in what appears to others on board a small husband and wife. A beginning in that year

After graduation, he came to coastal regions with Silver Lake Silver Lake home, build their nest.



A Silver Lake two years younger than May, when the Silver Lake area from overseas to study Chinese High School, when his mother suddenly died at home

Passed away and drop out of school, home cooking has come back alone.



Silver Lake has lost his father at age two, and a big house or a widowed mother Coconut arrived to fight hand-foot, leave to buy hoarding

Years, now single-handedly raised Guixi wash its hands of Silver Lake's mother, at home, the burden of coconut garden on the shoulder can not stay in Silver Lake

On.



Ah May the eyes of Silver Lake is like Big Brother-like activities in the school know each other love, care love Tony then gradually

Grow in their hearts, leaving school, and long communication, nothing to fall back the heart of love, get married, their love is not

In drawing near, and contribute to each other in an extraordinary love.



Coconut by a sixteen, came to town from the area by boat, but also the path to walk forty minutes to see them Supergrass

A sub-shabby house, at the time it has been quite a lot of coconut Park undeveloped barren hills near the wild forest.



But they have to live unaffected, although life is not luxurious, but a small oil lamp, with an old broken seats, on a

Double no ambition husband and wife have been regarded as satisfied.



Hut not far from there is of little streams, the stream becomes clear on Silver Lake is a favorite every time A sunset, the river River

Water self-entertainment, good comfortable, and A total at that time on a drum with Han Yi, where the wash wash cotton also love words

Cotton, for her husband Cabei between them seems to be endless talk about life Suo language, it really is Mu.



A month on, she was shy of the heart is a strong appreciation of Silver Lake that even count the muscles, and Silver Lake also put

Soaked underwear down a half-length pull off to the A month wash wash, and their potential in the water off to the cleaners, swimming

Go.



『Careful, you dick. A month blushing scoffed 』:『 Do not eat fish to water ... ... hee. 』



Said giggling, and said when the late, Silver Lake light and skilled diving back to action, to laugh A body for a month

Pull A month immediately fell into the water splash, owned wetlands in the Silver Lake caused a passion in the arms of laughter, her tight

The sarong has already fallen in the struggle under the waist, revealing full breasts abnormal, shocks in the spray of passion, the stream

Has added the spring and then the call to the arrival of dusk in the jungle hut behind the foot of the mountain, in the dense green

Leaves, invisible for neglect, flashed hi laughter reflected in the tree-lined river in the ... ....



Coconut is the simple life, although hard, but too fast and the day before, and they produced coconut palm garden, but also

Care of people use every day hanging the Zhang Gan Li knife taken by grain, the set of a considerable number of the town was set by the sea made of imported No.

The shop owner a small opening, Ka Shing Jiaoren small boat to collect the sale.



Since the acquisition of coconut, Yan Jiasheng it Silver Lake couple got to know each, the price is debatable, anyway, man is also home Sheng

Easy-going, and sometimes work involved, he does not care about the informal dinner in the Silver Lake home, and sometimes a good mood, he is also a small

Town with the drinks side dishes, to walk home late at night.



Ka Shing and age, not far from Silver Lake, who is in his early twenties, young people with a dialogue box will not open

End. Then finish primary school to the district high school, they still the same boat, go to school with, vacation with

Back. But Ka Shing family well to high school graduation, and Sin Chew wanted to go into the South studies, but

Father, old age, lack of store staff, and family home Sheng Yen is the only son, inherited his father had no choice but to return home

Industry. Sheng at home at the time, that was a lot of winding, so that his heart felt to me, not music.



Yen is a rural grocery store store, in addition to collection of local products, such as rubber, copra, but also the sale of daily necessities,

Ka Shing rigid in that life, spend their youth, that is, a Silver Lake, you could not bring

Less spiritual consolation.



Silver Lake forthright, sloppy Ka Shing brotherly affection, and they have a fantasy, a vision of life Xi

The warm enterprises. A bit dated but sometimes feel uncomfortable is when her eyes first met Ka Shing, the Ka Shing

That can not be understood in the eyes, like Autumn, to force people to look, as if seen through her naked body, which may

It is a woman too sensitive, A month mind himself, but it seems that Silver Lake is not intuitive, well, anyway, Silver Lake

Usually there is no speculation friends, maybe his suspicious it.



Time really flies, after three years of a life to those years in the rural areas is not calm. Hills over there at night

Also heard the gunshots, electricity shiny, busy flying the helicopter, small town people can go away. Ka Shing's

Dad, also the second year of unrest, followed by a good friend early to go Guixi, the store alone who wore a two Ka Shing Ma

To man stay tube, although not big money, time flies too bleak leisure.



A family have been dated Shing persuaded to give up home in the Silver Lake Coconut, moved to town we have to take care of, no way, A is the month

So persistent, or prefer to keep his home in Silver Lake, where there has given her an indelible wounds. But also

Left her sweet memories, just walk away Silver Lake, three years that the audio did not, I am really heart

Cold.



The family came to visit Sheng three years Fengyubugai A month, give her the material and spiritual is not the lack of help, Silver Lake

The absence of the Coconut barren, overgrown with weeds, to the generation of Arab Women Current on a what can I do? It all depends Home

Sheng for her to hire workers hoeing weeds, collected coconuts, transported to the sale of a copra factory.



When Tutu babbling, the Ka Shing is usual to buy milk on the food to the Arab home. Imperceptibly,

Ka Shing fill the shadow of Silver Lake, A month in addition to the hearts of gratitude in the unrest in the implementation of such real friends, she also

Can say something? At most, some left to help him wash the vest, jacket ... ....



Sheng also dedicated initially refused to home, but that they were so sincere, do not want to spoil the fun, sweeping people hing the.



With the passage of time, A month to forget the physical and mental trauma gradually restore the old charm. Some people make the first pick in the village

Ear to see if they look strange unusual relationship, but the house was not in Sheng, because Silver Lake in before leaving

Eve, who arrived home late at night Sheng buckle shop door.



『Ka Shing, for the people's ideals and would like to, I thought for a long time, I'm gone, please take care of A Month:

.... 』



"Silver Lake" Ka Shing Fan grip front to leave the friend said: 『A month you do not see you now have the bone goes

Meat, she is a single person, do you have the heart ... .... 』



『Affair I can not for the children, the warmth of the petty bourgeoisie, the people give up on me ... .... 』

Silver Lake Sheng tears see the last one home. Having only one I have dies, remember you are my friend Silver Lake,

Please take care A month and unborn child, I would be grateful. 』



Do not finish the last word, Silver Lake decided to go, he go so strong, then disappeared in the middle of the night Coconut Grove

In.



Then the next day, A month approved a distribution to question him: You are Silver Lake 『friend, he is gone, there you go

Say, you say uh ... .... 』Ka Shing heart bitterly thought of parting last night, disappeared in the dark coconut Silver Lake,

They mutter prayers in imports and said: how do I know Silver Lake 『go there? 』.



『Silver Lake went? How do I know ... .... A month has been dry the tears 』, sound is scratchy, wearing a green face

The executor of uniform cross-examination is still the sentence. 『Silver Lake went there, how do I know ... .... 』

『You are his wife, at night you do not sleep with him, you do not know how. 』Phrase is still cold plate

Asked the young woman's heart hurt, deeply. 『Silver Lake went there, how do I know ... .... A month has changed 』

As insensitive, is still the answer. Silver Lake went? Remains a mystery until now.



(H)

Am, Silver Lake is gone, came a row, especially thick morning mist, lit a piece of Coconut Mimang. From that day, deep

Night dogs no longer bark, rural and quiet down.



Amin's heart, like the Yufu blast, blowing the Buddha with the coconut, the wind was the name of their own power with coconut, put them

Confused dazed, shaking was out of breath.



Morning, A sent on Tutu to school shopping near home, the home also led the group of people Sheng Ma weeding coconut months in Afghanistan, the burning of

Burning coconut Trail.



Served in cleaning up all the way to house things like coconut garden on the tacit agreement by Afghanistan. They met, not to wet 『

Clothes off, I wash ... .... 』Fresh grass in the coconut garden on the road, the Arab League on this line, so that half the Ka Shing

Trapped in the heart of stone to fall, this is a bit decadent mood, suddenly bright.



It looked that day in May does not even care about what happened. In fact in addition to her home outside Sheng, who did not know them

Between the facts, except for the first time after a hot afternoon, be regarded as an exception since, rumors have started anyway, the town

Long, the end is not new.



The Silver Lake that night things go, it is silent on Afghanistan, which is sensitive intelligent woman, I do not know Ka Shing,

In short, it's unfortunate, the more unfortunate for the women, but the impact of the times, everyone learn how to protect

Themselves from harm.



(Ix)

Poetry Lie Man With the success of peace talks, the mountains out of many people, the situation is immediately apparent dawn of peace, many rural

District are subject to special care and development of the town soon after the villagers not only to move back to stable, straight road traffic

Through villages, the real development to stimulate the development of the rural areas.



Currently the town is built of double brick houses many shops, home shop Sheng has developed into a super mini-games, and

A parked on oil but also through the coconut palms, Rory can Zhitou where even trucks, and cargo carrying coconuts.



Sheng planning at home, the past month's hut has been rebuilt A simple independent brick houses, water can pass to the old days,

Silver Lake like swimming in the creek is also covered with weeds, because no one there, wash wash step and a shower.



Town has been built a few years ago a large secondary school, and distinctly No longer the rural children to go to remote areas

Boarding school, and now can take taxis and buses to distant areas, and a seafood shop in town, every

Area who are driving the night ride to get there to eat seafood, but also to make this coastal town a lot style.



(X)

After a long period of time, Tutu has graduated from high school around the corner, in that year coming to an end one house where Sheng A Note on

Register to become an official couple.



Their union, first emotionally, in life with each other's needs, A month and never have the heart, seeing

Ka Shing's case for her mother and daughter waiting, and then wait? Besides years of relentless passage of time, all the promises

Will be nothing.



They did not hold a grand wedding ceremony, please only two or three friends in the Arab town on Chile Dun meals at home, anti-

A month is already married to someone who has, while the Ka Shing, he does not care about, and all orders will be on listen A

Yes.



In the neat mind, Ka Shing has long been her father, as Silver Lake that are far away but, since she knew how to

This world has not seen his father's side, of course, emotionally as the most important family-Sheng.



A month in order to respect the meaning of Ka Shing material things in the store during the day and night, came back to Coconut there, although the month of residence Afghanistan

Live in barren area has changed, but every time the dead of night, A love to stand on pre-hospital, shortage of hyperopia that distant

Hill, the lonely moon, Shuxing eagle, stopping at the net Yan sky, trembling shaking sound, it was dead branches in the breeze in the air

Sigh, in that quiet of the night sky, shivering and blue, like a lonely drop of tear came the chicken woo Mid sound. Barren mountain

In his sleep, out of shadow general arm. Ka Shing also in the month when newlyweds A night to show her off: 『

Silver Lake back in the day as long as I Ka Shing must quit, giving you and your spouse and children be reunited. 』



A month listen to the hearts of some angry, said: 『Do you think the goods you store it? That back to back. 』



Ka Shing is such an honest person honest, practical, and Silver Lake since that night back, leave again, there is no

He was to hear any news.



Tutu went to Australia in order for the procedure, A travel agency March accompany her daughter to area to complete the formalities.



Entered the travel agency in the threshold, A bumped head on month, to say sorry one, well dressed, hand

Middle-aged man put his briefcase, A month listen to it, sounds so familiar, as if there heard of like, I feel there

These strange.



Until she sat down, aroused, it was not previously a school teacher Huang Jihua it? The thought that men had

Run away, without a trace, no understanding of her desire, to be back home later, she referred to the Ka Shing, the family has heard Sheng

Huang Jihua eaten while adding rice, have already come out, to study abroad, I heard that in a big company as Executive Manager,

Perhaps he has forgotten the rural town and past a friendship.



A month in the moment her daughter home by taxi, a long way since the rural areas, more than halfway also contains a strange ride

Passenger, sitting in the front position, it appears that the driver have not seen for old friends, like old friends began to open the dialogue box.



『Ngawang, not seen you for so long, if not take your car today still do not know you left Texaco ha ha ... .... 』



Drivers will be warmly Yishang Che Awang's friends commonplace, it seems they should not see old friends parting for years.



『Well, never mind. 』Ngawang a deep sigh of imported gas, the year turned out he was the young stranger in a book

Shop when the man, older than his friend Ngawang large. Upstairs is the bookstore at the side of trade unions, Ngawang virtually

Also recognized that the crowd up and down the stairs all day, over time, first to the union after reading the newspaper after work, singing,

跳集体舞，後来也叁加了他们的学习小组，说是学习文化，因为阿旺感到自己小

学程度要在社会混囗饭吃，没有知识文化是不易的。



谁知叁加了一阵子，便是六月大风暴的来临，好似黑浪鼓着云乱吼，扯碎了阿旺

生命的桅杆，生活也迷失至找不到引路的星斗。



当时有人警告阿旺说：『再不跑，你就要被捕了。昨天你们的主席一伙人被带走

The. 』



阿旺一惊，第一天早上欲开店门的时候，看到几辆深蓝色车停在工会楼下，是否

在等着他，再说往日楼上来往的人群早已不见影踪，阿旺一看，心中暗叫不妙，

往後门一溜，遇到往日一起跳集体舞的同伴小李，便　他踏上一开往山芭的渡轮，

数天的途步行程，而投奔於深山，昏沉沉的失踪了。



『干他妈的，我怎麽这麽傻，跟他们去山里鬼混。』阿旺说着就一把火。



『那伙人整天为了逃避野战部队的追踪，一直带我们往深山跑，不知跑了多远，

过了多少风吹雨淋的日子，连自己在那里都不知道。 』



说到这里，阿旺感到最内疚，他们一伙人，只有前面那个大哥，拿了一把「巴兰

刀，是他们唯一的武器，其他的人只拥一支深山砍下的木棍，说是若遇敌人便以

木棍当武器，一拼了之。



『记得吗？我们认得那个名叫林丽的小妹。』阿旺向对方　了一眼又自问自答地

说：『就在我们奔波於数月之後，她体弱受不了，实在走不动，他们就把她丢在

半途给她几包乾粮，叫她自己打算，在那麽大的深山，那有人影经过，现在在那

里都不知道，看来是凶多吉少。 』



一言一语听在阿月母女耳中，也许楚楚没有什麽感受，因为那痛苦不幸的年代，

离她太远，阿月的情形却不同了，莫非银湖进山也是他们一伙，听着听着，阿月

那久已静止的心湖，又吹起一阵涟漪。



『唉，那些土人也真是，拿了我们的钱说是上　买菜，回来还带野战部队。 』



阿旺说着自己的遭遇，在阿月听来是感到心碎怜悯，也许银湖也叁　他们一伙。



『一　大伙人进山，我们就死命地跑呵，跑　……』，阿旺不善编织故事续篇，

而零碎地叙说。



『最後，受不了饥寒交迫，唯一出路就是出山举着双手。那时一　自己的遍体早

已被蚊虫叮得不像人样，背後颈上还吃了一粒子弹，脚板不早已穿洞腐烂…。 』



阿旺始终都没有拿过枪杆，只是盲目在深山追随一伙，他们当中，被人残杀，砍

下人头拿去领赏，生命在他们之中是那麽贱，但落在别人手上头颅又另当别论了。



阿旺最後愤概地说，『跑出深山，身上唯一留下就是那遮着下体一条蓝乌的内裤，

又破又烂，唉……』几时那搭客在半途下车，几时阿旺结束他那坎坷不平的经历，

阿月在迷蒙中一点感觉都没有， 至到德士停止，楚楚在叫『妈妈，已到家门囗

The. 』



阿月怎麽也没想到，在阿旺回忆那段人头落地悲残的岁月，其中一便是银湖。 Because

为在那阶段，大家都来自不同环境地区，在茫然的逃亡中，谁也没提及自己家人

情况及真正姓名。而阿旺也没想到坐在後座的阿月母女，正是银湖生前的妻女。



不过有人在第二省边界一小镇却看到一伊班椒农，那苍老多皱纹的面孔，什至声

调　银湖一模一样。他的伊班名字即叫加叻另阿纳页，住在遥远的深山椒园，也

曾多次带妻儿到镇上买日用品。镇上杂货店的老板，正是当时家盛小镇就读的学

生，事後他跟人说『我一看，他的样貌举止明明是银湖，但他却固执说是自己的

名字叫加叻，还操着一囗流利的伊班话。 』



来了几次依旧操着伊班囗语说『我不知你讲的银湖是谁， 我也不认识阿月和家

盛。 』



後来，再也没有人看到他的影踪。是搬移，病逝……也没有人知道，不过他那路

途遥远，深山草劲小路，谁也　得去理，加叻究竟是什麽原因消失在镇上。



只是在车上听到阿旺的那段往事，使阿月感到晕晕，不眠，她想把心中的感受告

诉熟睡在身旁的家盛，又看他睡得那麽深沉，心中轻涌一阵怜悯，家盛为了她和

楚楚也付了巨大的代价，他不怕世俗眼光，恶毒的流言，老实忠厚的人，他是否

也在期待，他那消失已久的朋友，有天突然出现要回他的妻子和女儿。



几时会有这样的局面出现，阿月也是茫然无知，谁能预知自己将来命运如何？ To

着，阿月轻轻起身披着上衣，　着窗外寂静的椰园，一弦新月正远挂荒山之顶。



山依是墨般的黑屹立着，倾向自己，似　要扑跌下来，而月光却是那麽微弱，从

山顶，顺着深深直立的山谷，那清凉的晖围，疾空而下，好似蒙胧的锦匹，在那

山边徐徐挂起。『阿月，睡吧！夜已深。』是家盛醒起温柔的梦呓，在深夜令人

感到格外的亲切。呜……深夜的长吠声，来自荒山那边，在微弱的月光下。